Tuesday, December 8, 2009

I need help.

I try not to get frustrated with this situation, but I just don't understand why things are happening this way. If I am doing everything in my power to make you happy, and you say that you're happy, then why don't you look or act happy? I hate that I am the kind of person that will cater to the ones that I love. It is a good thing, but in this situation it is a bad thing. I am giving, giving, giving, and what am I getting in return? Nothing. Don't tell me everything is okay. It's not okay. If things were okay, we wouldn't be having this conversation over and over again.

You should never take anybody for granted, let alone somebody that you love. Why am I being put on the back burner? I once heard a quote about this, but all that I can remember from it is,

"You might wake up one day and realize that you lost the true diamond when you were busy collecting stones."

Something like that.

I wish he thought about that.

I know that I am a good person a good girlfriend-sister-daughter-friend.

I feel like I am the only one fighting for this relationship. You can't fight alone. You're supposed to be a team. I have worked for us this whole time. Our love is worth fighting for, but sometimes I need help.


  1. That quote's a lot like that Usher song,

    "Chasin a dime losin' a treasure, those dollars don't make sense to me at all."

    I'm a huge Usher fan, BTW

  2. My personal relationship philosophy is this: a good relationship shouldn't be complicated. Yes, there are up's and down's, but you shouldn't have to be constantly "working" on the relationship. If you have to work on it, then something's wrong. If you have to really work it, then you're just fooling yourself.

    Of course, that's just my philosophy. And the fact that I'm single doesn't exactly give me street cred. LOL!